Hi all,

I don't know where I have been or what I have been doing.

Not a lot I guess in many way just on the treadmill towards my grave that is the journey of life.

My relationship had had its ups and downs lately, more downs than ups in recent times.

Business is crap, loosing more money than a drunk in a casino.

The recession is a total pain in the arse.

I am finally being me a bit more, totally stressed for months I am emerging from my hum drum and trying to be the nice me, not always an easy task.

My Gran passed away after Christmas, a timely passing, sad but an ending to a good life that was becoming overdue due to her failing health.

My GF has now moved into my Gran's flat. a good move on paper but a total mind shreader for both of us.

but life must go on.

Life has gone on and I am ashamed that I have not missed gran more.

Money seams to be non existant, I am in a web of debt between me and the business that I cannot see the clarity of it all and just trust it will all come good in the end.

Trouble is the end is determined by when the recession ends, any answers???

Anyway I am being far too gloomy here.

I am alive, well if a little over weight and have a good life and income.

Lots of good news in the family, babies dropping everywhere, not mine I add.

I have decided i want one but need to have stable home life, financies and relationship first.

I guess that is why so many kids are accidents, it's like a solar eclipse trying to get all 3 in line at one time.

Best of everything to you all in blogland.