Just when you think life is ok, you are carrying on thinking things are going quite well.

Alot of shit is happening but you are coping, you get upset you get problems but you deal with them and life goes on.

Then all of a sudden bang, you are not appreciated nobody cares, what you have been putting all your efforts into are of no value, you've got it all wrong and basically have wasted your life.

Maybe it getting time to call it quits and move on in another direction, abandon the last 5 years of your life and go back to where you were 10 years ago.

As if I did not have enough crap in my life rigth now.

Straw and camels back springs to mind.